Monday, February 18, 2008
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This is kinda like the last week I'll be attending New Creation.. >:( *emos*
Everyone gets sad and emotional when it is time to move from somewhere you're familiar and comfortable to somewhere you're not.
There is this fear of the unknown that makes the "moving on" difficult right.
Will I have a good life in Sydney..
Will I find a church thats as good as New Creation..
Will I have such great friends I have like in Singapore..
What if I can't find a proper place to stay..
What if I can't get proper meals everyday..
Will I be safe..
What if I get sucky lectuers!
What if my classmates are sucky too!!
Will I be able to do well or even pass!
Will I be able to wake up on time..
What if I can't sleep at night..
I guess life is like that in a way.. even if you're not going to be moving out to an unknown city all alone with just a duffel bag - The fear of the unknown and unfamiliar is so real.
Of course as a guy I would put on an adventurous, jack Bauer, gan-ho front and face whatever Sydney has for me.. but deep inside.... I seriously need Jesus.
It is his love for him that will drive me on - I thank God it is HIS LOVE for me that is going to be my strength.
If it is going to be my love for him, I would be in so much trouble... like deep fried kfc trouble.
So because of his grace and love - here in my life, I'm gonna have a great time in Sydney, I'm going to do really well in school, I'm gonna have lotsa great friends, I'm gonna grow and mature in many many ways and I'm coming back for Christmas with a Diploma!
"HERE IN MY LIFE" <--- CLICK HERE FOR MUSIC/VIDEO
I have never walked on water
felt the waves beneath my feet but
at Your word Lord, I'll receive Your
faith to walk on oceans deep
and I remember how You found me
in the very same place
all my failings surely would have drowned me
still You made a way
You are my freedom
Jesus, You're the reason
I'm kneeling again at Your throne
where would I be without You here in my life
here in my life
You have said that all the heavens
sing for joy at one who finds the
way to freedom, truth of Jesus
bought from death into His life
and I remember how You saw me
through the eyes of Your grace
and though the cost was Your beloved for me
still You made a way
that's life. rwar.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Heres a post about my past months.I finished shooting my film "TOLL" and its an awesome 15min short film.
BLT finished his film too "INCRIMINATION"
I finished my server in the Singapore Armed Forces in December in time to have an awesome Christmas.
I attended New Creation, Arrow Camp (Never Give up!) and it was the best camp ever!
I met a bunch of really awesome guys in Camp who changed my life. The Ngee Ann Poly Caregroup!
I've been feasting for the past few days during the Lunar New Year holidays and I'm starting to prep for my studies in Sydney next week.
I'll be over at Sydney for 10months doing my Foundation, Diploma in Screen.
I also set up my own video site at www.fps.carbonmade.com
that's life. rwar.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Heres picture of me and jake, he fainted during jim...GYM. but he is acutally damn fit!
We went shopping on saturday and I bought that green-orange shirt from newurbanmale, don't blame me for being flashy it was LIVE EARTH day (070707) and green is da colour to wear if you wanna support earth day :D
that's life. rwar.
Monday, July 09, 2007
Song for this week. Mika - Any other world.
With footages from Prison Break
So human as I am I had to give up my defences so I smiled and tried to mean it to let myself let go
that's life. rwar.
Saturday, July 07, 2007
I'm still trying a balance between the light side and the bright side (:O)
I think I'm gonna miss my army days (4 more months to ORD)
I just won $1000 (Thanks for everyone who voted)
that's life. rwar.
Sunday, June 03, 2007
Its been weeks since I've blog!
Just a short recap, I manage to find time to let down my hair(if any) this weekend - clubbing with my Willie and his friend. Just last week I fell seriously ill with fever and a bad cold thanks to too much vodka the weekend before. I also manage to shoot a random 50 seconds video for www.st701.com video flick contest; wish me luck, i may just be $1000 richer (most of the money prob go to finance my next short film http://www.opencube.com.sg/toll/ )
The video can be seen here.. http://diy.stomp.com.sg/video_details.php?id=193Anyways i've bum into this dude called Jake this morning - his arms is a silent reminder that i needa go pump iron!
that's life. rwar.
Thursday, May 17, 2007
Hello!my divine attention needed elsewhere for the past two weeks thus I could not update this little blog.
I had this small casting meeting and another production meeting for my USD 10, 000 15mins shortfilm.
Yes, my budget on my budget sheet is $10k - its reallie crazy.
I've submitted my shortfilm fund proposal to Singapore Film Commission, and if God-willing I will be granted $5k.
On the other hand, I've been damn busy with camp work.. and other stuff.
My mood has been pretty fine until last night.
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO
Ok I shall leave u guys drooling with some self picture of myself haa.
that's life. rwar.
